Getting asked out on a date

Sometimes I just think I was not meant to date or get together with anyone, that I am just gonna be alone my whole life, and that's okay. I am not cut out for that sort of thing. I am super awkward and I overthink situations to much. I stress about stuff and I feel if I never try to date, I will just be happier in life. The people I like never like me back, and I never like the people that like me, so it never works out, and I just want to give up all together. Although I may get lonely at times, I rather stay this way instead of getting involved with someone and getting hurt and being confused.

 I'm so confused right now. I met someone that is really cool, but I don't know if I just may like them as a friend or more than that. I kinda feel like I should give them a chance so we can get to know each other, but I kinda feel like it is not worth getting invested over.

 I'm so over this. This is hard, but for once in my life, I think I am gonna say yes. Even if this doesn't go anywhere and I end up only liking them as a friend, at least I learn from my experiences and find out what my true feelings are. Feelings are complicated.

Homework Situation

What is worse than staying up until 3am working on a 6 page essay the night before it's due? What about sending yourself the document and finding out later it did not send correctly...Once I was done with the essay, I was at peace because I was finally done, but once I discovered it didn't send I wanted to start sobbing because I thought I didn't have a backup copy. Turns out I do, but it's going to be a mission to get it back. I really need to carry a flash drive around, email is not always reliable!

Hello & Welcome

Hey, just a girl in college writing about the crazy events life puts me through. This past year, I experienced so many new events in my life and things kept getting excitng. I experienced my first kiss, first time drinking, and many new and adventurous things. Some posts will be deep and inspirational, while others will simply be wild stories of my adventures. Enjoy! :)